My behavior changes due to depression and I can not accept help?

Is there anyway I can give up to six years of self-harm I have my own thoughts (suicide attempt and a 4 months ago). I had this much anxiety attacks recently, three this week. I go to a youth club for youth (I have 20) and head and he knows she is very insistent that I help and talk to someone, but talking to people about things makes me feel worse. They offered me drugs a mental health of young people before, but he refused. I do not know what to do now, the anxiety attacks are increasing, not university work and I still have to leave the class because patients often at the heart of anxiety. I do not know what to do. Last year, I was a top student and now I'm nothing. Well, is a good idea, but all classes are mandatory. I behiond each of their missions a reality. S i I could focus I'll Be OK, but something I can not concentrate OMN.

You need help, I'm sure you know. Listen to your youth leader and help.

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